I’m staying busy today; running errands, cleaning up, cooking, etc. It’s just another day, nothing special, same old crap. I’m feeling pretty down, feeling as if I don’t matter. I wish I could get those thoughts out of my head. I keep beating myself up, emotionally. At least I haven’t cried yet today. That’s something to be happy about.
I’m getting ready for my granddaughter to sleep over on Saturday night. The play pen is all set up. I’ve been putting things away. Now all I have to do is clean. I can’t wait to have her here. It’s what has been keeping me going this week.
I feel like I’m slipping into a depression as well. Hugs and sending time with grandchildren is a win 🙂
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I can get a lot of solace from my daughter too – except when I don’t!
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you do matter. it sucks when you feel worthless. i am glad you have something to look forward to. have fun with your grand daughter. you have value in her eyes and my eyes. i am glad that we connected.
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Thank you very much
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so glad you had one thing to hold on for and keeping you going, we all need that. xo
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