Yesterday was a very productive day. I cleaned the entire house; dusting, kitchen, bathrooms, vacuuming, and mopping. After that I even did a 40 minute Zumba video. I tried to stay busy to keep my mind occupied. I’m anxious and nervous about going back to ECT. I think I’m just worried about what will happen if it doesn’t work, or if it stops working again after some time. I’m running out of options, or at least it feels that way. I guess I’m just scared.
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I'm a 32 year old married woman who has been dealing with Bipolar disorder since the age of 14. This is all about my life, diagnoses, and treatments. If you have any questions, just ask me. I hope that others with Bipolar Disorder or PTSD can relate to my blog and find it helpful.
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Worry is like a rocking horse – it gives you something to do but doesn’t get you anywhere. You did a good job of finding something more productive.
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I like your analogy
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Hugs I’ve been anxious too.
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Anxiety is brutal. But there are always options – keep writing.
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Thanks
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its ok to feel scared. itsnormal even. xxx
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