I’m a bit sad today. It’s Mother’s Day and I’m not with my mom. I will be next year. Also, it’s just a reminder that I can’t have kids. I know that not having children was a choice, and I believe it was the right one, but it doesn’t mean that it was easy. When I see little children, my heart aches. I can feel my body’s desire to have kids. It’s even harder without having a dog, but I’m not ready for a new dog yet.

I’m going to stay busy today and be extremely productive. That will keep my mind and my body busy. Staying active helps the days go by faster. Plus, it helps me feel better about myself. I make a to-do list every day, and I feel better when I can actually check off every task; however, that doesn’t always work out that way.

4 thoughts on “Mother’s Day

  1. You are a wonderful . Step Mom and Grandma. Not many people can work those dynamics to make a peaceful family!! HAPPY MOTHER’S DAY GRANDMA!! Love you.

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  2. Holidays hit me hard as well.

    I’m only 20, but since my bipolar diagnosis, I think almost daily about what it means for my future and potential family. Thank you for reminding me that I’m not alone.

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