Lately, it feels as though I am just passing time. I’m just trying to get through life; for the time being, it has been more difficult than usual, and that’s saying something. Sometimes I feel like I’m watching a clock tick over and over and not get anywhere. I want the days to go by quicker, but I don’t think there’s anything I can do to help.
I’ve bottled up my emotions for such a long time. I’m finally beginning to express how I feel, but it doesn’t seem to make anything easier. In fact, time seems to be going by slower. I wish I could fast forward through parts of life.It feels as if all I do I go to doctor appointments and take my medication. There has to be more to life than that. This gets so lonely.
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I’ve gone through periods where I thought “Is bipolar all that I am?” So, I relate to what you’re feeling. Sure there are times where it seems we’re just getting through life, but we tend to forget the times when we’re actually living. I hope these feelings pass for you soon.
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Thanks. I hope it passes soon. I’m trying to remain hopeful right now.
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I know exactly how you feel. On days I feel like that, which is at least once a week, I don’t even get out of bed. I just end up sleeping both to make time go faster and to suppress the negative thoughts going through my head.
I’m sorry you’re feeling this way too. I hope you find something to combat it.
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Thanks
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There are days I really don’t want to get out of bed because I feel “it’s one of those days”. On those days I want so badly for the next day to come and then the next day, etc. I hope you’re able to combat it. While I don’t have bipolar I do have a similar diagnosis of ADHD.
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