Two weeks ago today, I say my psychiatrist, and we discussed my options for the next treatment method that we would use. This was not the first time we had this discussion. The topic began in November 2015. I kept putting off the actual decision making. My options began as IV Ketamine, MAOIs, or a Clozaril rechallenge. First, I wanted to do some research and then I wanted to discuss it with my mother and husband. Then we decided to do genetic testing and I wanted to wait for the results of that test. The genetic testing showed that I was unable to process folic acid, so I started Deplin, a prescription for L-methylfolate, which allows me to process folic acid. Deplin is known to increase the benefits received from other psychiatric medications. It takes 4 – 6 weeks to see the full effects of Deplin, so I wanted to wait to see how effective it would be for me. Today is the end of the sixth week. While I can see some improvements, such as my productivity, other aspects have had no improvement, like my auditory hallucinations, suicidal ideations, paranoia, and worthlessness to name a few.

I decided that I do need to try another form of treatment because what I’m currently using is not working well enough. I chose to do a Clozaril rechallenge. I am aware of the risks, but I feel comfortable because of the safety measures in place such as the weekly blood work. The first time I tried Clozaril, I lasted approximately 2 weeks before I got a fever and had to stop. I will pay close attention to any possible symptoms including but not limited to dizziness, sedation, blurred vision, increased sweating, nausea, flu-like symptoms, and a fever. I will contact my doctor daily to let him know how I’m doing, especially as I slowly increase my dosage. I am hopeful for this medication to help me.

If Clozaril does not work for me again, then I will have to try IV Ketamine since I am personally against taking MAOIs. I am prepared for just about any situation. I know that I need to have my blood drawn before I begin the medication. Every week I will get blood work done; it will be sent to my psychiatrist and pharmacy. I cannot get the prescription without having blood work done. This will be another adventure; I’m interested to see how it works out.

4 thoughts on “I Choose a Clozaril Rechallenge

  1. You go girl! The title of this post is “I Choose…” that’s a big step for someone who has a hard time deciding on things! Whatever happens with this choice, remember, you are always free to choose once again. Here’s hoping it gives you what you need. Blessings.

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  2. I’m so glad you are writing about your experiences. This is a great service for others, a way for you to share your feelings and hope, and a way of connecting to others. I am so proud of you for doing this. I look forward to following and reading about your journey.

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