I’m not exactly sure why, but for some reason I feel as if I’m just going through the motions. Nothing that I do seems to matter like it used to. I don’t care about things the way I did before. No matter what I’m doing, it seems that the only thing I look forward to is finishing whatever task or event is at hand. I wonder if there will be a time when positive things start to happen again in my life. Will I ever care about things like I used to?
My Side of the Pole
I'm a 32 year old married woman who has been dealing with Bipolar disorder since the age of 14. This is all about my life, diagnoses, and treatments. If you have any questions, just ask me. I hope that others with Bipolar Disorder or PTSD can relate to my blog and find it helpful.
My Side of the Pole 
You will care again. Maybe right now, there’s something new you’re supposed to discover. Or your illness is taking its course, and you’re simply managing it the best way you know how. Things will get better.
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Thanks for the reminder. I needed to hear that.
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Thanks so much, I thought it was just me! Sundays put me in some sort of funk!!
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You’re not alone.
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I get that feeling too, it is so annoying.
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You’re not alone…that’s how I’ve been feeling for weeks and it’s quite debilitating. With that said, you and I will definitely care again. This is a part of our illness. You’ll get back into the swing of things, you will. I know it doesn’t help by me saying any of that but sometimes it’s just enough to know you’re not the only one experiencing these symptoms alone.
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Thanks for your comment. It does help to know I’m not alone. Going through the ups and downs really does suck, but it’s nice to know that I won’t be in this place forever.
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