I’ve been struggling more and more lately with memory problems. There are so many things in my past that are completely blank, which does have some benefits. However, there are negatives as well. For example, I don’t remember what pushed me over the side and decided to get sober. I don’t remember most of my childhood and I don’t even remember my time in college when I was taking classes on campus.
In addition to my memory problems, I’m also having a hard time finding the right words when speaking. I did some research and found out that this is called Aphasia. There are different types of Aphasia. Mine appears to be Expressive Aphasia, which is when the person knows what they want to say, but has a hard time communicating it to others. I’m worried that this is going to get worse. It’s been pretty difficult and annoying to deal with. I see my psychiatrist at ECT tomorrow morning, so I will probably mention it to him and see what he has to say.
sorry you are going through this
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sorry you are going through this right now
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I have the same problems, it’s frustrating when you are talking and then you just stop because you can’t remember the right word to say, i know very well, i hope you can get better.
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I hope yours gets better as well.
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I have had significant memory loss from ECT. Maybe just from Bipolar too. It’s disconcerting to realize that something is missing – completely gone – from your memory.
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It’s a very sad thing, but I have to figure out what’s more important. ECT is helping me a lot at this point. I’m afraid that changing my treatment will mess things up.
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If it’s helping you that’s great. They say the memory loss is temporary.
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I never knew there was a word for when you cant communicate with words! Good to know that. Hope you were able to mention all of this to your psychiatrist. xx
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I was able to inform my psychiatrist. I wrote it down and then just read him the note when I saw him.
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